Dear Parker,
I took you to the doctor on Monday and she said you are just fine. Yea. But, also what the heck? You are in such a funk. You are whiny and clingy and tantrum-y. It's all pretty horrible. I love you so much, but I don't handle this kind of behavior very well. I think part of it is that I deal with behavior like that all day at school and I just have nothing left when I get home. I feel horrible about it. I just don't know what to do.
You have incredible stamina and will scream FOREVER. I feel bad because most often you are screaming because you want me to hold you. Part of me thinks that you are two and need to be more self-reliant than you are. The other part of me thinks that you will only be little once and if you are asking for affection, who am I to deny you that?
I dunno, baby. It's a quandry. I love you so much. No matter what. We'll get through this.
Love,
Mommy
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